♥ Sunday, October 15, 2006
hope she read this
my love for u is still alive as b4.. really.. even how fion told me it's no use or wat.. i jus wanna tell u this that i will wait.. it's really impossible for me now to put down all our promise and memories.. it really hard.. everytime i recall back out memories, looking back at the photo we take, recall back back wat u had told me, i alway got this feeling.. a strange one which i had nv had.. it give me the motivation to wait for u. a strong one.
i dun dare to hope u will come back to me, but i will pray hard jus for this. cox i know, without u now in my life, i really can't live to e upmost of my life.. cox. as i told u b4, u had become part of my life , which i had nv told someone b4..
it was fate to bring us together in the beginning. but it was not fate who spilt us together. it was my fault.. my fault for repeating it so many time.
remember b4 u went to hong kong, my engagement with u. u sms me whether am i serious.. and i told u i am serious.. until now, i am still so serious..
i noe.. even if i had found someone. it won't be the same le. cox it's not u. it was u who given me so much of sweet memories. sometime in e past when i dun hold ur hand, i'm thinking how to hold it so that i won't lose it.. not becox i dun love u.. is becox i'm too afraid that i may lose u le.
someone told me this "how much do u think she love u". " is it true". i say true but it was b4.. and he told me that there's is still hope.. it is true.. i dunno..
i nv appreciate the change of u for me until the day u left me.
Blogged @ 10/15/2006 03:14:00 PM