last week de today, i have done the stupiest thing ever in my life.. in the beginning, i tell myself i must go and wait. sms/call is not sincere at all de.. only action will prove whether are u sincere or not. but now. i came to know a lot or thing. it's like a little a little of nail piercing though my heart..

u can enjoy urself now. but believe me. in the world there's retribution. how u left me was exactly the same of how i left iris.. 31 year old guy really love u de ma.. i nv meant to doubt his love for u.. but u urself be smart a bit.k? even though we are not together le and neither m i smses/call u le. but still couldn't bare it to see u get hurt lorx.. so.. take good care.

there are two guy to choose from .. but u choose him.. it may sound reasonable ba.. cox the decision will nv be made by other ppl de.. all is from u.. so, dun ever regret wat u have done. i can't get into my usual life is not becox i still love u but is becox i can't put down so fast of our memories.. memories are meant to be kept and lock.. but for u, maybe every guy to u is a key to access ur memories and let ur memories fly off jus like tt..

To enjoy urself with cars,money,hse at this age? er. u can ask my sis and even her frenx.. how they get cheated by 30++ year old guy.. u may say he is not tt kind of ppl.. yeah.. that's wat my sis told me when they were with them in the fers few week. but in the end, the answer will still be the same..how old u wanna marry? 18 or 19.. if like tt, maybe i got nth to say. but for ur career wise..u say u wanna get marry at 27,28.. how old will ur bf be le..40 or 41.. i won't stop u to be with him and i will nv do it. but jus wanna u to think. nv meant to ask u to come back to me too..

one last thing. any thing happen dun be to afraid to say it out. Fion will be there de. trust her..

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*really nv meant to say ur bf. last but not least, remember wat u wan to save for ur marriage, dun becox of one single thought , spoilt ur whole life. remember it's been hard for me to cure ur emotion scar le wor.. dun commit it again.!*

Blogged @ 10/19/2006 07:43:00 AM