why cant the start of sch be a happy day for me. why everything and every memories had to come back to me.. already i thought i had recover for a few week. but jus one thing, every of these thought jus crashed it into pieces.

i'm back to square one.!!!!! omg. i didn't go sch today. i'm hidding away from it. my soul wanted to hide itself too.. i'm hidding away from all the fact,reality and her.

why cant a new year jus be a brand new year for me. a new start will do too.. but it didn't. the me now is getting even worst. even more to think of her. i dun wish to bother the grp. the jit tiao leng grp. wat i can do is jus purely been the unreal side of me. bluffing away with my smile,laughter. cracking a joke which i won't even laugh too.

it's so hard.so hard.forcing myself to put a smile on my face.

bye.

Blogged @ 1/09/2007 02:31:00 PM