it'S been a long time since i last posted my blog. many thing had happen to me

and these thing jus come and go as if i had no control of my life..

is this wat i really wan in my life??

In my 19 years of life, there are ups and downs for me. but why downs always happen to me when i dun wan it to happen.. i cant be with the one i long to be with. i guess we are really drifted further and further. until i cant believe it myself..

we had now lead our own life.

did i make a mistake to went into a fake relationship with "her" when i cant forget her.?

until now, i still really forget her even "her" came into my life. but luckilly, me and "her" had come to a full stop which i think this will be a perfect ending for us.

i admit i lied to "her" on everything i said. i thought i can really forget her but when memories are created again by "her", i realise it's only her that can make me even happier.

i wanna stop now. no point saying and saying. she will nv get to know.

NEVER! a joke man to her.

for me now. i really hope everything doing fine for her and elvin.

tc kristine.

Blogged @ 5/19/2007 11:35:00 AM

My heart reaches out for you when you're not at my side.

You have no idea

how many tears I've cried
I wish I could be with you

every single day.

I know it's impossible,

I'm sad to say
I long for the time we spend together.

It seems like I've been waiting forever
It's been a lifetime since I last tasted your kiss,

but your smile is what I really miss
When we are together,the time flies by.

It's then I wish that time would die
Until we meet again,I'll try to be strong.

It's hard when you're not here, though,

because everything is wrong

Blogged @ 5/19/2007 11:33:00 AM