WhY? why u still sent that kind of msg to me.? i really can't understand u anymore.

my sms isn't clear enough ma.. i had someone in my mind now. but it's not u.

even though i know it's impossible for me and the someone to be tgt, i still wont choose u anymore. U alr make my feeling for u faded. and the feeling jus couldnt be found anymore.

i admit i was touch by ur msg, but it doesn't mean anything to me now. it's too late.

believe me. there's sure someone who can replace me.

and,

dun even come and look for me as i won't look for u anymore either. i admit i was toopid in the past to qian jiu u but wat i get in the end.. haix..

that's the end of today's blog.

@to be continue@

Blogged @ 6/15/2007 04:05:00 PM

i dunno whether am i doing the right thing now.how?

i really dunno how to carry on in my life.. i jus wanna be alone and live in a world of my own.

at least wat i'm doing, no one will know and no one will comment me.

but do i had a choice.no!no! every little thing i do, i really care wat ppl think or say about. that's why i'm so scare. sometime i wish i can jus hide myself in some hole and jus die there or wat.

it's really meaningless staying alive now.

is she really the one i long to be with..? but why i accepted her now. i think i nid to sit down and really think about it.

i'm thinking so deep now. so deep that i dun even have any mood to play my game.

to be frank, i dun really understand her. and i doubt she really understand me too..

okiex.. i make up my mind le.

BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blogged @ 6/10/2007 07:12:00 PM

the moment i heard about u and him are no longer tgt. i really feel the arge to call u.but i scare u wont ans my call. that's why i choose to sms u. even u dun reply. my msg are passed to u. it's really from my heart.. it's not wat u say. i'm nt a hypocrite. when i fers saw it, i really dunno what to reply and wat to say to prove that i'm not.

but one thing i know, u longer able to understand what i really think. that why u say i am a hypocrite. no matter wat, really take good care of urself.

be strong and if u really nid help, u can talk to ur part-time. i believe she will still be there for u.

thankx for scolding me a hypocrite. i finally where i stand in u. and sorry if this hypocrite had make u angry or wat.

bb..

Blogged @ 6/02/2007 05:04:00 PM