i dunno whether am i doing the right thing now.how?

i really dunno how to carry on in my life.. i jus wanna be alone and live in a world of my own.

at least wat i'm doing, no one will know and no one will comment me.

but do i had a choice.no!no! every little thing i do, i really care wat ppl think or say about. that's why i'm so scare. sometime i wish i can jus hide myself in some hole and jus die there or wat.

it's really meaningless staying alive now.

is she really the one i long to be with..? but why i accepted her now. i think i nid to sit down and really think about it.

i'm thinking so deep now. so deep that i dun even have any mood to play my game.

to be frank, i dun really understand her. and i doubt she really understand me too..

okiex.. i make up my mind le.

BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blogged @ 6/10/2007 07:12:00 PM