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I love baby

2010-11-21T18:11:00.001+08:00

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2010-10-25T16:39:00.002+08:00

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2010-05-30T11:31:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging..
yeah.. have a wonderful 2 day with my baby.
fri 28/05/10 and sat 29/05/10 .
38hours together. but even without this 38hours, our heart is still together de.
OMG. dominic ar dominic. MUSHY!!!!!
Today is sunday le. A day which i hate the most. becox
I going to book in LE!!!!
I think i have not really talk much about my gf in my blog b4..
Today i shall talk abit more about her..
It's have been a 6 month of ups and downs with her.
I really wanna say this, i'm really fortunate to have her as my gf, as my woman
who willingly to walk beside me on my toughest 2year NS life.
Without her, i may not know where i may be heading to, but i'm
very sure that i will not be as happy as i am now.
She's honest indeed. and is those super honest type de. Which somehow
make me angry sometime. haha. becox she can tell me even those thing that
she shouldnt be saying. but i Don't blame her at all.
It's good to be honest. :)
"baby" . it's a name which we called each other. isnt it childish..? haha. but i
can explain u why. becox to me, she really like a baby whom
i feel that i got the responsibilty to take care of her, to sayang her. but why she
call me baby.? erm.. this one u got to ask her le. erm.. i think i know the
answer liao. becox she love to COPYcat. haha..
baby ar baby.. cannot angry with me saying u copycat ar.. jus kidding with you only.
okie.. going stop and bath now.
Going watch sherk with baby ltr wor. YEAH..
goodbye all.. take care. XX.

p.s. XX=xiao xin.

loves and misses my baby!
GOH LI YI aka Baby. if anyone wanna ask who is baby.

2010-05-22T10:37:00.002+08:00

FiNally i'm back to blogger..
and the photo apps is my fers post of a fresh start.
i believe picture speaks louder than word.
baby. i hope u will have a smile on ur face when u see my blog.
becox is i personally go create de.
yeah.. a while more going to meet her le.. so happy.
last but not least.. baby.. i love u.

2010-05-22T10:35:00.000+08:00

testing 1 2 3

2010-05-18T17:41:00.000+08:00

testing 123 with my phone.

2009-12-26T10:28:00.002+08:00

im back. do not know why i suddenly wanna blog also.
i got alot alot thing to say.
suddenly.suddenly.suddenly.
In my whole entire life, i have 3 person whom i really really love.
kristine,xiao s and liyi.
i dunno my baby will jealous or not. this 3 person changes my life.
ya. kristine teaches me how a person can change heart so easily. xiao s teaches me
how love can be so selfish. and finally liyi teaches me how love can be so generous.
3 person teaches me 3 different thing.
baby. i hope wad i write now, u dun feel the wrong thing that i feel k. if u
really dun get wad i mean, ask me k.
baby. u've brought for me which they couldnt give me. though i know xiao s have been trying, but u
given me the thing i wan without any trying. u always told me to follow my heart. i dun
deny this, when i saw xiao s. i nearly wanna be with her back. but
my heart stop me. becox i know i cant have 2 girl at the same time. it wont be fair for everyone.
and i told myself, the moment i gave my heart to u, xiao s have alr been my past.
in life, we must remember something in our heart.
past and present. it's two different thing. it can nv ever be the same nor it can be mix.
becox every human are given only one heart.
i know xiao s very well. and for baby, i'm trying to know u as well as how i know xiao s.
sorry. if im too straight forward. but it's something hiding in my heart. i couldnt take it
anymore. tat's why i gonna burst out here.
time goes on. times move forward. we cannot hold the time back to the past. becox if we really do, everything will be strange. everything will be different.
i know ppl will sure think this way. liking the new and forget the old.
but did people ever ask me.
xiao s. this 1year 9mth. we been though alot. yes indeed alot. but do u know something.
and i believe u know this all along. our character are too similar. so similar whereby when we quarrel, no one wanted to give in. only in the verge of breaking up, then there will be someone
to give in. that's not a rls should be. we knew it all along. but both of us wanted to give it a try.
and in the end. we broke up. i hope u dun blame me. wanna tell u only.
the fault doesn't occur to u. it's both party fault.
and for my baby. u sacrified alot for me. i really can feel it. someone told me b4. bf go all the way to find gf, it's a natural thingy. gf go find bf, it's a strange thing. that's why whenever u say u wanna come find me, i stopped u in the fers place. becox that's someone's word tattoo that thingy into my brain. which changes that thingy into my habit.
love is all about sharing. love is all about give and take.
love is not about trying. we can never use try in love. becox the try word is so weak. anyone ever
search the meaning of try. try mean. it can be done but it can also be undone. it's all about trying.
love is about doing and not trying.
Jus like marriage, when we give the pledge to the priest. will we hear " i try" or will we hear " i do " . ? it's totally 2 different meaning in try and do.
last but not least.
take good care.
loving baby.
missing baby.
muackx

2009-12-12T09:18:00.002+08:00

finally im back to post.. have been very very long time since i last post..
and my life have change a new partner.
everybody let's welcome her. her name is GOH LI YI!!!!!
We started our new life on the 15/11/09.
Both of us got a common thing. we like to talk cock. that can make us talk and talk and talk.
haha. ytd, she brought for me advance one month anni gift lo. it's something make by her.
so touch lo. when i reach home, i immediately unwrap the gift. and it's been very very long since my heart can be strongly warmed.
thank baby! MUACKX!!!!!!!
ok la. i gtg le. going to meet her ltr..
i love u!

2009-08-21T09:30:00.002+08:00

Found this video in Youtube. Sad Movie with Sad Song.

2009-07-03T17:22:00.002+08:00

going hukou camp in 3hour time.

leaving the south of taiwan to the north now.

hahas.

sianx. tired. shag.

this 3 thing is how i feel now.

hais. i dunno is my everything going well.

something in my life seems so sudden.

the song is also repeating from my mouth.

these few song. may sound so boring.

may sound so sad.

but i jus simply like it.

reflect my life? reflect how i feel?

i dunno.

these few song are bei pan, xin bu liao qing, The Reason,

Apoloqise and All out of love.

lols. so sad so sad. u may say.

but who will know how i really feel.

no ONE. including myself.

smiling and laughing seems leaving me away, getting further.

what thing i've done wrong to let me have a taste of it.

wad to do, god have alr plan everything for me.

but i told myself, never never, do stupid thing again.

no worth de. really no worth.

i try b4 and i do b4. u will only suffer in the end.

really. haha.. that's why ppl cor it stupid thing.

really stupid . haha. i think liao also think that i'm really like ah siao.

but there's one thing cor let bygone be bygone.

forgive and forget.

the most beautiful thing in life is when we learn how to forgive a person.

isn't that true enough.

okie la. i going off le.

2009-07-03T00:08:00.002+08:00

hey hey. i'm back to blog again.

i really dunno wad to reply her when she

send those kind of msg to me.

ze shi min yun de kuan rong, hai shi nen yi chi bu huai hao yi de wan siao.

nevertheless, wait for me back in singapore then say ba.

yeah! 3 more working day. then i will

really going to enjoy taiwan.

R&R had become in taipei, no more kaoshiong. they say expenses will

get higher but more thing to see la.

have fun, eat and shop.

today blog will be very short.

a bit sleepy le..

take care all.

2009-06-30T21:58:00.002+08:00

i'm back again..

10pm now. i still cant move my hand away from the keyboard.

hais.. i dunno wad to do.

sleep? cant sleep. smoke? smoke alot le.

wad else ne? erm..

i dunno . hais.

listening to "wo zhen de shou shang le" now. quite emo now. haha

"shi ni bian le" "shi ni bian le"

let me tell my reader a story k.

let me think ar. wait ar.

there was this girl, she jus broke up with someone she love the most.

so much so, she wanted to die. cox in her mind,

she really cant live without him.

and so, she went to this old beach. with a rope and a chair in her hand.

she WANTED TO commit SUIcide.

and so, after half an hour, she finally found a good spot. she throw the rope up to the

tree branch and tied a dead knot.

with tears flowing on her face, she rounded the rope ard her head.

jus was about to kick the chair away,

an old man walking past and stop her.

he walk toward her and asked her why she wanted to do this stupid stuff.

after a while, the man smile at her and say,

"i was a millionaire a year ago, but now i left with jus a broken hse. if,

i'm were like u, i would had die a few hundred time alr. wad actually that make

me still this strong is that, when i wasn't a millionair, do i still live on as normal. yeah! and u?

miss, may i know how do u live when u haven know this bf? living as normal also?"

after hearing it, the girl sliently walk away, wiping the tear away.

finished! lols. hope u all enjoy ya.

take care

2009-06-30T18:06:00.002+08:00

why? why i get this ans?

hais.

i dun wan tis ans.

i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan.

i dun like to share also.

i can't imagine. and i can't go and tink.

a thought of that will jus melt my heart away.

hais.

i shouldnt ask at the fers place ba.

then everything will be solve.

but!!!!

ahhhhhhhhh!!

my heart is crying again.

i'm here to shang xin, but why am i still that stress each day.

let me ask my heart again.

i think i nid a very long time this time rd.

slient! slient! slient pls.

i wanna be alone. offing my hp le.

dun wanna see anymore sms as for now.

2009-06-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

farewell to u. wont be back to msg u. sorry if my msg got mislead u anything or wad.

didnt mean anything.

that's why , to prevent unpleasant thing to happen, i'm here to say farewell..

i dunno wad i'm doing is right or not.

chevy, though we know each other not long, indeed got that little feeling for u.

especially that moment when u give me a cor so sudden when i'm about to board the plane.

felt so warm. thankx.

take care all.

2009-06-21T17:19:00.002+08:00

In the afternoon i saw her sms, hais. dunno why. i rush to the canteen to get a

phone card to cor her. i dunno why.

hope is jus a frenx worry.

when the line get though, i dunno what to ask her also.

Maybe a simple word is enough le ba.

i dun wanna have a misunderstanding.

but if her bf really mind, i can stop everything on the spot.

cox now she's belong to him.

it's true i'm jus nothing animore.

today the wind is so big, i stand in the middle of the wind, thinking.

thinking and hoping that the wind can bring me to a place

where i can find another me.

the brand new one.

i'm tired of this old dominic le.

useless person i am.

failure in everything.

wo yao qu zao zao wo de zhi ji le.

everyone have their goal in themself. but once the goal is unreachable,

one will be lost. i'm lost right now.

but i'm not those cant that lost their goal and give up their life,

i've grown up. i'm finding my another goal now. though

it may take a longer time, i also wont give up so easily.

i'm weak in my emotional and heart, but i'm those kind who is very determination when i have a goal on hand. a failure is just a a fall. a fall is just about bleeding. so, just wipe off the bleed, and climb up. the process of climbing up is tough. i admit it. ya. very. :) .

but one thing i realise in it, is that, each time the fall is, each time it's much

easlier to climb up. lols..

word are always so easy to say. dunno why. i like to say alot, but actually deep in my heart,

i know most of it, i cant do it de.. hahahaha.

k la.. write so much le.

take care to those my reader.

thankx for reading ya.

be back soon.

2009-06-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

in taiwan now. typhoon coming tml. was it able to blow away the old me and bring back the new one? i really don't know what to do now. it's jus simply too complicated.

especially aft that talk with her.

2 story. hais.

but nevertheless, who i believe, i won't turn back anymore.

simply jus much for me to handle le.

hope u will think about wad i have said.

stable down, treat him as ur bf with u HEART. pls. show it to me u

are not a play gal k. dun spoilt the last good image of u.

as wad i have promise myself,

we can be jus friends.

take care.

bye all..

2009-06-17T14:57:00.002+08:00

today is my last day before i left for taiwan. time for me to find myself back le.. this 1year 3mth

i have make myself fallen into one big well. now i'm trying my very best to climb up.

pian ti lin shang de wo, though

it's hard , i will still continue to try.

franking, in the PAST rls, i nv betray her b4. still rmb i say about my retribution.

that's teach me to be honest. but the more honest i am, leads to more and more misunderstanding. maybe from the start, i shouldnt be that honest. thing may be different now.

3wk in taiwan, a person told me that she will wait for me to come back, but haha.

everything was jus a JOKE. a joke indeed, and yet i take it so seriously.

lols.

wad a fool i am. but love is blind.

i dun blame her. really. i'm not angry with her.

u're right. is me who smears up this rls.

though the memories is alot alot for me,

i got to learn to let go now.

on sunday,0100hrs. i nv and i do not know how to face u.

and here, let me finish my word.

"xiao s, u must have your every reason in yourself for not giving me the chance and be with him, deep in my heart, i wish u and him can be happy than us. and it will be. try not to smoke too much le. it's not bringing any good for your unborn baby. dun think we will meet up nor talk again le. jus hope, u are always that cheerful like the pic that we took with my phone. goodbye and take care"

the end?

2009-05-31T19:44:00.002+08:00

i'm back. after a long long period of time. many time happens. so much thing at one time.

hey. i'm only 21 this year. i'm not that old enough to handle so much thing.

wad i can do is to numb myself. u think i really wan. sometime i

jus do not know wad to do le.

my dear xiao s. jus wanna let u know why i ask u to read this post after i go, cox i'm walking away from ur life from tml onwards. u won't see my msg or my cor anymore le.

sorry for being so irresponsible. but i know, that's the only solution we have now.

u keep asking me to think wad i wan now, i can tell u, i really dunno. many thing happen too sudden le.. i know if i ask u , u also dunno.

so i make a big step forward to decide for both of us. once again. sorry.

there is really a wan wan wan wan bu she. but i really cant feel the love from u le. maybe u are not showing, but do u know, i nid love from u ma. alr so stress, and yet here, i'm getting this from u. rmb this afternoon i send u a msg, u did not reply and yet u ask me to think wad i wan.

i'm totally lost. nearly kena one accident.

tonight, i jus wanna spent the last night with u. even it's jus a min, i wanna treasure it.

it'll forever stay in my heart. no one can replace it.

blogging this post now, my tear is controlling, i cant let it flow. i'm inside the lan shop now.

how i wish everything can stop at the time when we were at genting.

both of us so loving. but i know time dun stop for us. shi jian si bu lui ren de.

now is 8pm le. i'm waiting to see u the last time really. really hope my tear dun flow ltr. there's jus too much thing i have done with her. still rmb wad i say about our wedding, our own house. every morning eating breakfast tgt,going work tgt.

pWEE!! everything jus fly away le. it cant be seems now. once u were beside me everytime i nid u, the next moment u wont be there anymore.

how sad i am, i will suffer alone k. dun b stupid anymore le. i pray to god, let everything jus fall on me ba. let her pain goes into my soul.

bibi LP. that's the name i will be calling u the last time. BIBI LP. hao bu she de wor. my tear is falling now. hahas.. so ps. take good care. i'll still be ard when u nid someone de.

wad a useless BF i am.

been stubborn too much le. hate myself so much to bring so much pain on u.

bye. ur forever angel guardian domdom.

loves <3

2008-11-29T12:10:00.001+08:00

some photo which i just edited..

2008-11-23T16:12:00.002+08:00

Thai Song Posted in My blog.
hahas
it used to be my favourite song.

title:reuang bon dtiang

chao lao yung yoo bon.. tee norn
It's already daybreak and I'm still lying.. in bed.

ngiap ngiap kon dee-o yung mai yaak dteun keun pop..krai
I'm staying silent in islolation because I don't want to wake up and meet..anyone.

prow waa jai gor yung.. sia dai tee fun dee dee gum-lung ja jop lae hai bai
Because I'm still..disapointed that a good dream that was about to end had disappeared.

paap tee chun dai ben dung kon tee ter ruk chaang ben a-rai tee bra-tup jai
The image that I was the person you loved is something that I has touched my heart.

yaak seum sup naan naan lae gep wai mai hai mun paan bai
I want to savour the moment and keep it so that it won't pass me by.

yaak lup dtaa yoo yaang nun tam yoo yaang nun fun teung ter reuay bai
I want to keep my eyes closed and continue dreaming about you.

prow waa kwaam jing mai mee taang dai tam hai rao dai ruk gun woh woh
Because in reality, it is impossible for us to be together…who-oh.

tam dai kae nun tam dai kae nee tam dai piang kae fun
I can only do that much. I can only do this much. I can only dream.

dtong lok dtua eng fun bai wun wun hoh hoh
I have to lie to myself and dream from day to day hoh..hoh.

mai mee taang fun mun.. ben jing
It is impossible for the dream.. to come true.

proh mai ker-ee yoo nai... sai dtaa mai waa we-la ja naan ja paan suk tao rai
Because I've never been in…your eyes. No matter how long and how much time goes by.

took kum keun dtong ton... ngao jai mai roo jing jing tam mai tam mai dtong ruk ter
Every night I've got to withstand..the loneliness. I honestly don't know why..why I have to love you.

paap tee chun dai ben dung kon tee ter ruk chaang ben a-rai tee bra-tup jai
The image that I was the person you loved is something that I has touched my heart.

yaak seum sup naan naan lae gep wai mai hai mun paan bai
I want to savour the moment and keep it so that it won't pass me by.

yaak lup dtaa yoo yaang nun tam yoo yaang nun fun teung ter reuay bai
I want to keep my eyes closed and continue dreaming about you.

prow waa kwaam jing mai mee taang dai tam hai rao dai ruk gun woh woh
Because in reality, it is impossible for us to be together…who-oh.

tam dai kae nun tam dai kae nee tam dai piang kae fun
I can only do that much. I can only do this much. I can only dream.

dtong lok dtua eng fun bai wun wun hoh hoh
I have to lie to myself and dream from day to day hoh..hoh.

mai mee taang fun mun.. ben jing
It is impossible for the dream.. to come true.

yaak lup dtaa yoo yaang nun tam yoo yaang nun fun teung ter reuay bai
I want to keep my eyes closed and continue dreaming about you.

prow waa kwaam jing mai mee taang dai tam hai rao dai ruk gun woh woh
Because in reality, it is impossible for us to be together…who-oh.

tam dai kae nun tam dai kae nee tam dai piang kae fun
I can only do that much. I can only do this much. I can only dream.

dtong lok dtua eng fun bai wun wun hoh hoh
I have to lie to myself and dream from day to day hoh..hoh.

mai mee taang tee fun mun.. ja ben jing
It is impossible for the dream.. to come true.

enjoy the song

2008-11-23T15:25:00.002+08:00

2mth plus has passed since my enlistment date. alot of thing happened.
happy and unhappy stuff.
every now and then
i will keeping thinking.
thinking whether wat i'm doing
is right or wrong.
cox somehow you told me i tighting u up too closely to me.
everyweek ur activies, i wanted to keep v quiet. really.
but somehow i'm not that kind
of person who will shut his mouth and hide everything.
what i expect from u is so simple,
but to u, i know it's too hard.
u may tell me u are v friendly to ur frenx ,
regardless it's girl or boy,
but did u ever put urself in my shoe.?
i'm someone who will get jealous too.
-
i know u had change alot for me, so as for urself.
but nevertheless, as wat i wanna say.
loving u had nv been my regret.
hope everything will be fine like ytd.
peaceful and loving couple is wad i wanna have now.
-
loving u de piggy.
buais.

missing u

2008-10-05T13:10:00.003+08:00

ytd spent a nite with bibi. bought some dvd to watch also.
hais. i reali dunno why.
i jus felt that we somehow change le.
but nvm la.
as long as we are still tgt,
nth can is impossible.
i booking in soon le.6.15pm. hais.
army life not that tough actually. is the missing of ur love one that is the most tougher thing
in army.in army, we will tink alot. alot more when we still in civilian life.
we will tend to be more sensitive. which somehow make us say wrong word sometime.
i jus hope. jus hope that she will understand my situation.
sometime i know i will say thing which will indirectly hurt her or make her think another way.
i dun mean it de. reali. i'm jus been too sensitive inside. i know u are bored . i'm bored also.
u may say that i got frenx there to chat. but do u know that the person whom i wanna pour out my sorrow,my pain,my suffering is not my platoon mate, but it's u ma.
sometime a few min chat is wad i reali treasure.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry that i say those word that hurts u.
i'll try to change my sensitivity towards u.
-
last but not least,
i love u
~baobao~

booking out

2008-09-28T09:03:00.002+08:00

jus book out ytd. hee.. fers person i see is bibi.
was so excited when i know she is at mac waiting for me.
i jus hope the boat can fly and reach there immediately.
but i know it's impossible de. so i can jus get myself excited inside the boat.
when i see her at the mac, i feel like hugging her. but i know i cant. my sergeant told me that pasir ris alot of MP guarding there catching those army man who smoke there. wearing the uniform, we cant hold our gf hand, kiss out gf. all we can do is go home change into civilian clothes fers.
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bibi. i see ur blog jus now. i dunno why. my tear jus flow out by itself.
i'm TOUCH. ty for everything that u had done.
i reali appeciate it. now is 0911hrs. dunno wan to msg u ma. give u slp more more fers. ltr then msg u or cor u.
buais.

2008-09-01T10:33:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to U
Happy birthday to U
Happy birthday to Shani Uncle
Happy birthday to U.
how i wish i can msg u this. but nvm. i will post it here.
aniway,tml is our genting trip le. !! yeah! had been discussing and discussing. yi zhuang yan jiu dao le. fast fast. today wont be meeting her le. ltr got to pack my stuff. then abt 3am take cab to her hse slack fers.. i scare late de lorx. haha.
excited !!
anxious!!

2008-08-31T11:59:00.006+08:00

haven been blogging for the past few day.
jus simply lazy and tired.. i'm a free man from now until 11sep. lols.
realli rotting and slacking all the way.
ytd jus went to my ah mah hse. janelle and shanon was there.. lols. they cannot
put tgt inside the play pent. shanon will beat janelle. then janelle innocently kena beat.
shanon looks quite alike with my uncle. that's make me think of him. i reali miss him.
i ask u all. how u definite a good uncle?
let me tell u how good my uncle is.
when we move hse, he bought a computer for me. he say i will need it when i go to school. he bought a good computer. when i get older, without fail, he will bring us oversea to play and enjoy. He NEVER failed to do so. and he NEVER complain at all.
and when i get 18, he came up to my hse and bring me to driving centre to learn driving. he said i need to know how to drive. benefit for the future. he knows i cant afford that's why he
willingly , asking no return, paid for all the fees.
i fail for 3 time during the driving test. i felt so bad. cox it's not cheap. but he didnt scolded
me at all. he encourage me to try harder next time. and he give me more money and take more driving lesson. this is him. everything he do to us, he didnt ask for any return at all.
for the 4th time, i didnt let him down. i passed. he's so happy. he's happy for me.
one thing i believe. if we got any problem, either at home or outside, HE will sure be the one
fers to come over.
at this very moment, i cried. reali miss him.
i love him. must b strong. we will wait for u.
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now is the happy thing, our genting trip is jus the NEXT day. hurray!!!
think we are getting more and more excited liao le.
ltr i gonna meet her ard her work place.
gonna leave my hse 4plus.
i MISS bIbI! muackx.

loving you is like watering this plant. it will water and water inside this blog forever.
~dOmDom

2008-08-24T11:08:00.002+08:00

i'm back to blog. hais. very tired nowadays. dunno why.
maybe keep coughing ba. or maybe i'm in my holiday mood le. hee.
9more day dun include today la.
so near le lorx.. anxious anxious.
1.30pm got to work again. hais. work work work.
ytd work imm i rest for 15min only lo.
so many thing to do.
replenish and open con-in stock.
27/08/2008 will be my last day in baleno.
quite she bu de. cox how to say ar. been working there for 1 and a half year or even more.
learn alot of thing there lorx.
will be missing my 2 in-charge.yun jie and shawn. and some of the staff there. ah jiunn,katherine,kitty,pei shi and tang tang.
JPT BO STAFF ROX.!
my girl girl still having period. poor thing. wanna sayang her in real life but no time rite now.
tues k? tues is her off day and liqi birthday also.
will be eating steamboat with her,liqi and her mum. maybe her godmum will be going too.
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okiex la. gonna stop le. ltr 12pm gonna go bath and go work.
buais all.
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beibei. i LOVE u.
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~DomDoM~

2008-08-22T09:57:00.002+08:00

BIbi. Genting trip is jus less than 2 weeks away. both of us is jus
too excited for this trip. there will always be this topic in our conversation nowadays.
nevertheless, i have grown up.
is u, who make me know wat's love is.
in the past, love to me is v simple.
but now, love is not a simple thing.
we had to tolerate and respect each other.
understand and showing concern for each other.
one of it, is to "give and take".
our heart is shared by us.
when ever u are sad, i will even more sad.
cox i've failed to make u happy.
when ever u are happy, i will even more happy.
cox i've make my loved one happy.
love takes two hand to clap.
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so can anyone tell me how immature i am in the past ma.
i dunno this thing in the past until i found her.
and she is my gf.
tankx bibi.
i know u are having period today. must not drink cold water k?
if not will even pain de.
SAYANG SAYANG
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last but not the least, i'm falling deep deep love with u.

2008-08-21T18:01:00.002+08:00

make this pic few days ago.

2008-08-21T16:54:00.003+08:00

i sick today. keep coughing. then this morning have a serious
sore throat.. must keep my mouth shut le. i dun wanna fall sick when i go genting.
today gonna post short short jiu hao. not in a very
good state to write. tired.

last but not least, bibi, u are loved by me.

2008-08-20T20:01:00.002+08:00

i dunno why.. i really dunno why. why i keep hurting her.?
maybe i'm a useless bf ba.
i saw ur blog jus now. and i realise u had mistaken wat i mean by promise.
i nv mean that promise can be broken if u had tried, wad i wan to mean is, promise cannot be broken of cox, but if it's really broken. explain to ur love one that u already tried.he or she will understand de.
genting trip with bibi is getting nearer and nearer le. so excited lorx.
13more day.

lastly, i love u
signing off:domdom

2008-08-19T11:26:00.001+08:00

2008-08-19T09:53:00.003+08:00

had a super bad dream this morning before i wake up.
dream of bibi leaving me.
hais. think i had been a bit too overstress this few days.
but nevertheless, the dream is so real. inside the dream, i msg and cor bibi. she
didnt reply. until i cor her one last time, she answered. i was crying very badly
inside the dream. this time when she answered, she kept very quiet. she told me to go back. i then asked her "don't you still love me?". she answer me this, " i suspect in the beginning
i didn't even love u". after she said this i wake up from my dream le.
but sad to say, i still cry terribly aft i wake up.
then my bibi sms in real life. then i told her abt my thing.
she kip sayang me and say she will always be there for me.
thankx bibi.. i love you.

2008-08-18T14:16:00.002+08:00

today is 18/08/08 le.. still got 15 more day to go for our
genting trip wor.
so excited la. lols.. i'm so excited , so excited that i keep thinking what to bring and what to do over there. but most importantly, i must rmb to bring medication oil for my bibi. cox she will "yun che" de.. hee.. we will be spenting 3days 2nite together wor. all on our own wor..
hope we really can enjoy ourself there ya..
erm.. ytd jurong point got one charity show organised by NTU student.
they organise singing song rally, selling of thing for donation and many more.
they sang all kind of chinese song lo. how to say ar. some sang really we can be touched wor.
wad a good singer ya.
ok la.. gonna stop here la.. buais.

2008-08-16T13:16:00.002+08:00

ytd went toning with bibi.. the hotel that we go, damn fucking lousy lo..
the most that i hate is the toliet.. so small lo.. lols..
bibi bought dying hair cream to the hotel. and i asked her to dye my fringe.
the cream good lo.. finally my stubborn hair gave in to the cream and change colour.
my hair hard to shan she de.. hais.
i'm very sorry wad i said inside the room. hais.
i was too sleepy that i neglect her alone in the room.
i even go to the extend and talk nonsense to her that will hurt her.
i'm here to sincerely say SORRY to u. bibi..
forgive me k?

2008-08-14T10:08:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry. felt so sorry. ytd i make my bibi cried. hais..
i dun mean to make u cry. everytime u cry, u know how terrible i felt in my heart ma.
my heart so pain.
hais. My bibi is sick. have been sick for quite a long time le. can someone tell me wat to do? cox i realli running out of idea le. hais. wad i can do is jus sayang or console her. wad CAN I DO? I DUNNO! :( . sometime i jus wish the sickness can come to me and not to her. i rather i suffer the pain.
ltr aft work i'm going to find her le. going to book the genting trip today. hee.. so excited lorx. how i wish the day is jus tml. or today better. but i know is impossible de. lols.wad i can do is to wait
for the day to come. with my bibi pei ban, shi jian hen yong yi guo de. hahas.
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erm. gonna go le. buais.

2008-08-13T10:53:00.003+08:00

hihi.. i'm back to blog le.
this few day quite happening to me. me and her had some quarrel but nevertheless, i think we getting closer each time. i believe me and her target for now is the same,and our target is our coming genting trip on 2/9/08. yeah..
hais. sad to say this, my mp3 kena stolen. sob. i used my hard earned money to buy de lorx. and i really cherish it lorx. if not i wont drive all the way to IMM and get back my mp3 liao. really super sad la. okiex la. gonna stop le. buais all.

2008-08-08T10:59:00.002+08:00

today is 08/08/08. our fifth month anniversary wor.
shuo chang bu chang , shuo duan bu duan lo.
the process is a bit bitter in the beginning, but slowly time pasts, thing
gets better and better.
tml will be going over to meet her aft my half morning work.
i've planned to bring her see firework and celebrate national day.
k la. i dunno what to write anymore. jus wake up, mind are still not clear animore.
buais buais all..

2008-08-05T16:49:00.002+08:00

hihi. i'm back to blog again.
tml my bibi birthday wor. tonight gonna think real hard of where to bring her tml.
hais. really dunno where to bring her lea. but nevertheless, i've bought and make a special birthday present for her. spent 1hours plus to make de horx.
okiex la.. gonna go le. buais.

TRUST

2008-08-02T15:59:00.001+08:00

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, 'Public Utilities Board.' There was silence. She repeated, 'PUB.' There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, 'Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is.'

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just 'hello' instead of 'PUB'.

BE PATIENT

2008-08-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, 'Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck.' Then he asked, 'but when are my fingers going to grow back?' The father went home & committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

2008-08-01T11:55:00.003+08:00

hi all.. sianx. going to bath and off for work soon.. hais. my bibi working expo for this few day. natas fair. must be v v tiring de.. muackx. give u super energy kiss..
btw, i'm going clementi take a some stupid price tag before i go back jpt work. sianx de lorx. everytime they cor sure not a good thing.
okiex. tml working half morning , that means i will be going to find bibi le. see you tml wor. missing u terribly le.
tata all..

2008-08-01T10:21:00.000+08:00

this is another illusion img for u all.. try it out.

2008-07-30T09:00:00.003+08:00

today i'm going out with bibi wor.. go sing k.. hee.
it's her so called wish lorx.. cox everytime she wan to go, i dun wan to go. lols.
but today i jus feel so much to go..
early morning gave her a morning cor. thought she will tell me she haven wake up lorx but to my surprise she alr wake up. good. zhao shui zhao qi.. hahas. but we dun seems to be zhao shui. everyday chat until so late.
k la. gotta stop her. everyday without fail, i will post one illusion img and love romantic img. hope everyone gets to enjoy it.
take care all.

2008-07-29T21:03:00.001+08:00

everyday i will post one illusion img. hope everyone enjoy ya.

2008-07-29T11:19:00.001+08:00

bibi.. i have read ur blog le.. and i understand it..

i will slowly digest.

today will be a short one. jus wake up only.

bibi. love u and miss u!

2008-07-18T18:12:00.002+08:00

this post is specially for the most special person in my life, and that's my

gf.

BiBi! i going genting le. i'm so so so excited. but nevertheless, i'm so so so so bu she de ni. i dunno how can i express my bu she de. do u notice it urself. this few day without fail, i will say i miss u ma. cox that's the only way i can express. ytd was the last time we met b4 i go to genting. when i alight of the bus, i dare not look back at u. cox i noe my tears will sure drop de. i control it so well, so well enough inside the bus. bibi. I MISS U LA.

last but not least, bibi, dun felt sorry that u make me angry or wat, is jus the process of our relationship. in relationship mei you shui dui bu qi shui, zhi you shui bu dong de zhen xi shui. i can strongly felt that during our quarrel, we cherish each other more and more. and that's good rite. hee..

kk.. i'm finish. buai bibi.. muackx.

2008-06-16T12:43:00.002+08:00

Have a ghostly outing with my gf ytd. lolx.

We went to the chinese cemetery located at CCK. luckily i drive in, if not there's no way we can walk into that place.. it's too big man.

there wasn't many car, only a few jus drive past us. but it was quite scary cox the road was only one way and we jus gonna keep moving ahead.

nevertheless, it was quite a interesting outing ya. i will upload some pic next time. it's in my gf hp now.

last but not least, me and my gf was not in good term past one wk or so. quarrel everyday lorx.haix.. all is due to understand ba. she told me this:" i won't ask u to change, cox if u change, u are longer the one that i love alr". in the end, we give each other a chance ya.

okiex. gonna stop le. buaix.

2008-06-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

hi all.. i'm back to blog again..

ytd jus went to jaslyn's both son fers mth and fers year birthday celebration.

omg. so chiao lorx. fall on the same day.

we were playing blackjack there and luckilly i didnt lose or win any money.

lols.. that means my luck are turning yeah!!!. cox this year wad i play also lose and is sure lose. damn suay.. those who wan win money can come gamble with me. but i won't be tt stupid to gamble de la.. try ur luck to psyco me ba. hahas.

then after tt they play drinking game. sad to say, i cant drink. cox i'm driving car. fuck!!! feel like drinking de lorx.. lols

in the end, 3 vomitters and many drunker lorx.

one of the vomitters is my gf.. lols. and the other one damn funny sial.vomitted

at ppl living room.. lols.. somemore vomit 3 times! :).

last but not least. hope everyone are doing okiex. and must remember to drink more water ya. the weather are abit weird nowadays. rain sunny rain sunny.

take care all..!

2008-05-21T13:17:00.001+08:00

i'm at home rite now. dunno why i come back for blogging. lols.

haix. my bibi is sick le. going to buy her medicine ltr.

k la.. gtg soon.. bb all..

2008-05-09T20:31:00.002+08:00

taken 08-05-08

for some ppl who dunno my gf.

these are some picture posted out for u all ya..

2008-05-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

hee. ytd jus celebrate my 2nd mth with my bibi..

yup.. was simply simple but was an romantic thingy..

though many thing happen to us in the past 2mth. but i

think it was jus a test ba.

able to pass it was an answer for our future. so, let's do harder ya.

i believe in us.

anw, gtg le. buaix. take care everyone. will be back some other day.

dun MISS me wor.. ~bleahx

2008-04-11T12:49:00.002+08:00

hihi.. back to blogging.. erm.. going out soon.. my bi bi is sick.. bring her to go see doctor.. bb..

tata all..

2008-04-09T11:12:00.002+08:00

hi all.. i'm back to blogging again.

everytime when i blog, it's either i'm happy or i'm sad or there's sure something happening to me. wat i wanna say today is, i'm really tired. i really meant wad i said that nite. but i dunno why, the moment i saw u, i still got the urge to hold ur hand. but afterall wad we had said at the 3rd storey, i've decided to give both of us a chance. i really hope u will cherish the chance.

kk.. hope u will read this post. tata

2008-03-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

hello everyone. it's been so long since i last blog. think nobody will miss me de la.. haha.. btw, i got a good news for u all..

i got a new GF.!!

hee.. i wont be crying anymore le. yeah. i know something abt us and tat is we truly love each other. MUACkXX...

k la. i got to stop le. on the phone with my dear dear now. cya soon.

tc everyone who read my blog.

tata~~

2008-02-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

i have been busying doing my own work until i have become

no free time to blog. but nvm, i uses this couple of min to blog ba.

erm.. nth much to write also. hais. jus hope my wish. the only

wish i have for the year can come true. :) but i know and we know, it's

IMPOSSIBLE.

anyone have ever notice wat's my msn nick now, yup, that's my real feeling. i've never stop loving u, i jus stop showing it.

it's okie. i'll be strong. sometimes i jus wanna tell her how much i love her and how much i wish i can hold her back that time. but i'm jus too hum. i'm so

scare , so scare that she will jus suddenly ignored me.

jus wanna hear her voice and know how's her everyday. yup. that's alr enough for me. i dun dare to ask too much.

buais.emo.

-promises are meant to be broken-

-Guardian Angel-

2008-01-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

HaPpY nEw YeAr to EvEyOne Ya.

a tiring year has gone. and a brand new year has come.

a new year, a new target, a new gf, a brand new me. ya.. my wishes.. lols..

tc all..

USELESS

2007-12-21T09:21:00.000+08:00

haix.. i jus felt myself so useless when quiting smoking.. i noe.. i lost my temper at the mac.

sorry ya.. hope u get to see this.

2007-12-10T10:09:00.000+08:00

School Holiday is coming. haix. and it's a working period for me again. dun really

like to blog nowadays. dunno is it that i'm too tired of it or i really got nothing to write.

i'm listening to "all my life" this song. damn nice.

there's a phase in the song. "Promise not to fall in love with stranger anymore". ya..

i change song now le. change to "AI DE TIAN GUO". this song can be found in my friendster profile ya. erm.. this song is from a taiwan sad love drama. i love the lyric in this song v v v v much. it says like this. in eng. "do u still able to listen the way i called u" "it's getting harder and harder to believe that u had went out of my life" "even i walk in a busy street, i still felt lonely".

this song u must listen.. nice nice!

k la.. be back real soon.. bb all.. TC.

2007-11-02T13:08:00.000+08:00

haix.. my life is like in jail now. cant go out at all lorx..

date of release: 12/11/07

hahas.. sianx yi ban la.. listening to emo song now.. y?? haix..

my heart is like missing someone and is also like not missing someone. haix. can anyone

explain to me why i felt like this.

nvm la.. got miss or not, also doesnt stand anything now.. jus move along with my life can liao..

bb.. end of blogging.

2007-11-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

jus change my blogskin.. haix. really nth to do at home..

keep thinking wat to do lorx..

wat can i do?

2007-10-13T10:42:00.000+08:00

BloGgIng time.. haizxx.. going to bedok reservior ltr.. got lew keng.. sianx.. but nvm.. it will be fun ya.. still remember last year today.. i must be stupily crying and sad.

lol..xx. tHe pain had finally gone away.. yeah.

Sorry to nu er. i jus couldnt go all the way for u.. when u had ur pause, it will be my stop. u understand wat i toking.? i dun wanna waste my time on gals le. and somemore, we dun really

understand each other.

Dun tok abt u le. erm.. let's tok abt me?? hahas. i get to see this quote dunno where lehx. it goes like this. " The greatest distance is not the sun and the mood, neither the earth and the heaven, it's when i'm standing in front of u and yet u dunno how much i love u". quite

meaningful rite.. hee.. i dun care la.. i 2day jus wana write long long blog.

oH.. a BIG new that i've miss out.. i've passed my stupid driving test.

yeah!! waited so long.. hahas.

my father v cute la. he ytd say if i wanna drive his car, got 3 condition. he said 2 and the last one, he fall asleep on the SOFA.. hahas. 1st is i cannot drink and drive.2nd is cannot exceed speed limit. of course i'll agree la.. so easy.. but i must really agree. cox it's easy to lose ur license and yet difficult to get it. must treasure it ya.. must treat

the license like our hubby or wife. lolx..

i've gone crazy le.. hahas..

i'm listening to hei se you mo now. keep repeating.. it's nice.!!!

"dang zhou shi ni kai de wan xiao".. hahas.

actually got one song also not bad.. canto de.. i only love the fers part.. let me translate in chi. "xi huan ni, wo zhui qing chu ze kan jue, chong jin ni shi ni, chong jin wo shi wo". let me translate in eng also. "liking u, this is the feeling tt i know the best, from now on, u are on ur own and i will be on my own".. ahhh.. wat am i doing.. haix.. erm.. is there word limit for blogging ar.. hahas. if nt i'm writing non-stop le wor.. hee..

mon 8/10. nabei. the boon seng wanna make me drunk like hell sial.

hahas.. open 1 bottle martel and yet he open another 1. say wat not enough.. ahah..

then i got no choice but to pei him to drink.. after we finish and the pub has close, we went another pub and he order beer for me. cb.. i'll die de lea.. luckilly, i still manage to go home by my own.but i vomit inside the cab. hahas. the taxi driver was so calm. he gave me swt and plastic bag immediately when i say i wanna vomit.. llolx.. when i reach home, think ard 3.30pm le. then i went straight to bed..

k la.. if not my hand also tired le..

will be back soon..

bb..

2007-10-03T11:28:00.000+08:00

one year has jus passed so fast. i jus miss those day so much.. the day when u make breakfast for me, the day when we packed ur old hse, the day when we jus believe love are meant for us, the day when we had a normal dinner. it's all that i miss. but i dun mean

for other thing. i jus couldnt say it directly to u.

but i hope u are able to see it from here.

dun be too sad for ur granny le.. she'll be fine de ya..

and for now de me, i dunno whether am i in love with nu er or it's jus a puppy love. let nature take its course k?

bb.tata.

2007-09-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

ErM..long time nv blog le..dun really noe wat to write now.

erm.erm.erm.

if i have a chance to pray to the god, i wont ask for a chance for us. but i will ask

for the way to keep on moving in my life.

recently i've been catching up with a korea drama "bei shang nian ge". haix.. damn touching.

it's for someone who doent believe in real love to watch de.. inside this show it show us how love exist.. but i watch and watch. i still think it's jus a show.

k le. i wanna be alone. alone.alone. my scar is still hurt.. my scar has not recover.. but do anyone know.. NO.. not even the one who is close to me. but is my fault too. i dun like to show it to them. and i'll nv show it. the path is i choose de.. and so i got to bear it myself..

Be back into blogging soon.. tc my frenx and bro..

2007-07-11T11:26:00.000+08:00

long time no blog le.. hahas. dun really know wat to blog now.

i have set my blog with P/W enabled. cox i dun wan everyone to know my story.

after so long, i have become someone who like to keep everything to himself.

i'm not like before anymore. i dun like to share my story with others le.

there are some story which i wanna share here.

(1)

When Our heart are broken into pieces, there are only two choices of way for us to handle. Fers, we can build a bridge with the broken pieces of our heart and move forward to another relation. second which i can say is the choices that i choose to handle, is to build a wall and cover up the pathway and stop myself from walking anymore.

(2)

Heart are afraid of tiring, Heart are afraid of breaking but Heart are more afraid of regreting.

as i know,i had alr lose her as my gf. but i'm not giving up. one day i believe, i will win her back. but it was jus a lied to keep me from walking forward.. nvm la. hhaaiixx..

kk.. gtg le.

2007-06-15T16:05:00.000+08:00

WhY? why u still sent that kind of msg to me.? i really can't understand u anymore.

my sms isn't clear enough ma.. i had someone in my mind now. but it's not u.

even though i know it's impossible for me and the someone to be tgt, i still wont choose u anymore. U alr make my feeling for u faded. and the feeling jus couldnt be found anymore.

i admit i was touch by ur msg, but it doesn't mean anything to me now. it's too late.

believe me. there's sure someone who can replace me.

and,

dun even come and look for me as i won't look for u anymore either. i admit i was toopid in the past to qian jiu u but wat i get in the end.. haix..

that's the end of today's blog.

@to be continue@

2007-06-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

i dunno whether am i doing the right thing now.how?

i really dunno how to carry on in my life.. i jus wanna be alone and live in a world of my own.

at least wat i'm doing, no one will know and no one will comment me.

but do i had a choice.no!no! every little thing i do, i really care wat ppl think or say about. that's why i'm so scare. sometime i wish i can jus hide myself in some hole and jus die there or wat.

it's really meaningless staying alive now.

is she really the one i long to be with..? but why i accepted her now. i think i nid to sit down and really think about it.

i'm thinking so deep now. so deep that i dun even have any mood to play my game.

to be frank, i dun really understand her. and i doubt she really understand me too..

okiex.. i make up my mind le.

BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-02T17:04:00.000+08:00

the moment i heard about u and him are no longer tgt. i really feel the arge to call u.but i scare u wont ans my call. that's why i choose to sms u. even u dun reply. my msg are passed to u. it's really from my heart.. it's not wat u say. i'm nt a hypocrite. when i fers saw it, i really dunno what to reply and wat to say to prove that i'm not.

but one thing i know, u longer able to understand what i really think. that why u say i am a hypocrite. no matter wat, really take good care of urself.

be strong and if u really nid help, u can talk to ur part-time. i believe she will still be there for u.

thankx for scolding me a hypocrite. i finally where i stand in u. and sorry if this hypocrite had make u angry or wat.

bb..

2007-05-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

it'S been a long time since i last posted my blog. many thing had happen to me

and these thing jus come and go as if i had no control of my life..

is this wat i really wan in my life??

In my 19 years of life, there are ups and downs for me. but why downs always happen to me when i dun wan it to happen.. i cant be with the one i long to be with. i guess we are really drifted further and further. until i cant believe it myself..

we had now lead our own life.

did i make a mistake to went into a fake relationship with "her" when i cant forget her.?

until now, i still really forget her even "her" came into my life. but luckilly, me and "her" had come to a full stop which i think this will be a perfect ending for us.

i admit i lied to "her" on everything i said. i thought i can really forget her but when memories are created again by "her", i realise it's only her that can make me even happier.

i wanna stop now. no point saying and saying. she will nv get to know.

NEVER! a joke man to her.

for me now. i really hope everything doing fine for her and elvin.

tc kristine.

2007-05-19T11:33:00.000+08:00

My heart reaches out for you when you're not at my side.

You have no idea

how many tears I've cried
I wish I could be with you

every single day.

I know it's impossible,

I'm sad to say
I long for the time we spend together.

It seems like I've been waiting forever
It's been a lifetime since I last tasted your kiss,

but your smile is what I really miss
When we are together,the time flies by.

It's then I wish that time would die
Until we meet again,I'll try to be strong.

It's hard when you're not here, though,

because everything is wrong

2007-03-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

i believe that there is this thing called "forever frenx". and for "those" that think it is just a bullshit then let me tell u this.. pls change ur ways of treating a frenx. a frenx is not to be used only when u are bored or wat. nv betray or doubt them. but for someone, if u think that u got a best frenx which i dun wan to mention. then let u cheat urself. ownself dou hui say she put other frenx like church frenx at the top le. how can she have so many best frenx. if that's the case, then all my frenx i dun called frenx lorx. i called them my best frenx. but do u noe the actual meaning of best frenx ma. u dun. U DUN! when someone really treat u as her best frenx, u can jus neglect her and even use stupid sentence on her. think about it la. already working in society le. still that immature mehx! if u think she change, then wat's about u!. eating that kind of pill, think u are working as chicken is it.

better change ur blog link and dun let me find out again, or else u post one time, i come to my blog and shoot u back ten time of ur stupid blogging!

2007-03-13T16:53:00.000+08:00

my new beginning of life.. thank to "her" who gave me that.. and finally dom is falling in love again.. hee .. G G.. thankx for wat u had done.. think this time is real le.. although we sometime quarrel sometime.. but er.. hahas.. you he hao le.. kk..

i write until here le.. dunno what to write also..

buai~~

B L G

2007-02-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

i'm back with my posting again. it's been so long that i last blog. unlike the past, i blog almost everyday. at this very moment, i'm listening to this song. "Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta". i really dunno where to start for my blogging today wor. hais.

k. i start with this. i had a new frenx now. a frenx whom we are not meant to be frenx. chim rite.? we should be stranger.. a pure stranger. In the past, i really wish i can see her once again. even a second is enough. but how much i tried , i jus couldn't see her again. but for now, i'm afraid. Afraid to see her. in my mind for the past few mth, i nv even have the thinking that we are able to be together again. i'm jus unable to put down my memories of us. that's all.. y does she have to keep telling fion that she dun wan to meet me is becox she dont wan to give me hope. hope in the sense that we can be tgt again but i nv thought of it. and so, everytime i get to heard about this from fion, i jus continue with them. even though some is jus cheating them and myself..

i nid to be strong. even though i'm sick now.sob.. very weak sial.. dun even haf the mood to play my game. i'm catching superstar final ltr.. yeah.. darren will win for sure.. lolx.. cox i'm supporting him.

thankx fion,kevin for ur console for the past few mth. love u all.. muackxxxxxx. ops....

member of JI TIAO LENg AlwAys.

bye.

i believe myself , zhou zui wan mei de wo.

2007-01-28T17:09:00.000+08:00

Ytd jus celebrate my advance birthday with my "gang". thankx for accompany me the whole nite and taking care of me. thankx.

2007-01-09T14:31:00.000+08:00

why cant the start of sch be a happy day for me. why everything and every memories had to come back to me.. already i thought i had recover for a few week. but jus one thing, every of these thought jus crashed it into pieces.

i'm back to square one.!!!!! omg. i didn't go sch today. i'm hidding away from it. my soul wanted to hide itself too.. i'm hidding away from all the fact,reality and her.

why cant a new year jus be a brand new year for me. a new start will do too.. but it didn't. the me now is getting even worst. even more to think of her. i dun wish to bother the grp. the jit tiao leng grp. wat i can do is jus purely been the unreal side of me. bluffing away with my smile,laughter. cracking a joke which i won't even laugh too.

it's so hard.so hard.forcing myself to put a smile on my face.

bye.

2007-01-03T13:52:00.000+08:00

it's jus a normal day today. but i jus do not know why i come here and blog. so long nv blog liao. and my birthday is coming le wor.. i dunno whether it will be a happy or sad birthday for me. i jus noe something, i cant be with someone whom i love to celebrate with. but nvm, my bro n sis are ard for me. as i say, they managed to save my 0.01% of my soul. or else i will be jus completely dead.

last few day, we went to vivo for our countdown. then we drank there.. our vodka. and dun nid to say, i'm the first to get drunk. i dun wan to get drunk. i only jus hope everythin could jus be forgotten even it would be jus a short while. but i can't. the moment the firework are carry out, everything jus appear in my mind. the first day we watch firework together.. jus purely every memories jus flash back. tt moment, i really feel like crying. but i noe i got to control. i cant let the whole grp moody too.. and so, i manage to control.

it's a new year for me now. would it be a better one? i really dunno. and i dun wan to noe. i can say, i'm tired. i'm really tired. i'm only left with 0.01%chances. i dun wan anyone to spoilt it. includng her. jus let me keep it and cheat myself.

oNlY if We beLieVe, Wat We ArE wAiTiNg FoR wIlL CoMe TrUe

is it true? i think it's true. but i got nth to believe in myself and her. it's has been so long. as i noe, i'm the only one thinking of her and not her thinking of me. in my journey of life, i always like to stop myself and look back . and for her, she only noe how to move and look forward.

i got to stop.

2006-12-05T09:42:00.000+08:00

why am i always in daze waiting for someone?

can anione tell me why?

i can't say i love u animore le.

i noe i won't have ani chance.

today is my 4th mth anniversary with her if we are still together.. i really wanna forget everything. but why am i still able to remember so much thing. even everything.

i dun expect u to love me back when i say i love u now. but i will grow in ur heart. the worst part is here.. u didn't allow me to grow, and yet u keep breaking all my pieces of heart.

but y?

i still love u with all the small pieces of heart.

"zui jing"is a song tt i love e most. especially this part.

"wo nen gai de qua bu shi ni xiang yong you de"

is this very similar to my case.erm. i think so ba.

i cant love anione else.. why is it so. my mind is always thinking of her. i really cant do anything.. y y y.. someone told me to face the reality in my tab board.i already face le.. i really face le. but everything tt i face seems to be hurting me deeper and deeper.. when i noe tt she is sad, i will felt the same as her lorx even now we are not together.. am i really playing a fool of myself or is it tt my heart had already belong to her.

i can't say i love u in reality. but in my blog i can.

i i really really love love u u!

i i miss miss you you !

2006-11-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

Story Of Ji Tiao Leng

ji tiao leng was form quite long ago ba with jus by 4 ppl. it was form becox of one incident regarding kevin case.. no pnt saying it le.. then after tt boon seng came into this group. together we are kevin,jon,doug,him and me. ltr on, we got two gal joining in. we dun used to hang up together with all the 7 ppl.. that's why we are not tt strong enough.. after 11-10-06,one gal left the grp. but for now, we got a number of 8ppl wor.. we hang out quite often in our territory. this grp member consist of 6guy and 2 gal. only for the guys, they are damn active la.. hahas. the gals are jus there to watch show. for the one who left us, pls dun join back the grp. i swear to the god, u come back, i will leave the grp.

bedok bedok yo ar yo

bedok bedok S Y H

wan sui wan sui yo ar yo

wan sui wan sui S Y H

no fear of pain and no fear of shame

2006-11-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the third mth anni with her. am i still unable to let her go.. i really dunno.. but wat i noe is today i am a bit drunk.. i dunno why i can drink 3 can so fast until i get high lorx.. omg. my head really pain now.. haix..

sorree to fion lea.. tell her to come then end up i get drunk there.. hahas.. but i really cant control my drunk level . i dun wan to get drunk too. u noe the rite.. okie la.. dun write so much le..

bye.cya soon.. take care all my frenx..

2006-11-01T09:11:00.000+08:00

it's a 22 days time ever since we break.. i can say the journey was short but i came to learn a lot of new thing. A new life for me! hahas. the days which i usually enjoyed with my frenx had came back. yeah.. miss it so much. i had nv enjoyed so much with my frenx ever since i am with her. so, without her is also not a bad point.

BeeR is wat we had regularly drunk for the past three week.. lolx. enjoyed ytd too.. burning all the movie ticket.. hahas.. it's like burning aways all the unhappiness..

everytime i started to think of her, i will bear this in mind.. she can enjoy herself now, why couldn't i.. and so again, i can enjoy.

the anonymous girl who tagged in my blog. dun think i dunno who u are lorx.. it's too obvious. the time u tagged my blog and the time u post ur blog.. notice it. it's near.. i will listen to u. cox u are the spilled milk not me. and i nv cry for u ever again. if i cry, is not becox of missing u, but is regreting of been together with u.

and pls, after reading this post. dun view my blog anymore. i dun nid u anymore.

2006-10-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

it might be the end of the blogging of me and her regardless of wooing her period, together period or even breaking period

i can say i nv regret being with her for this period of time. the only regret was i nv notice something. the love for me had gone before we break. something started to change few day before we break, but i nv even notice it. omg.. dominic.. are u stupid or wat wor.. i dun wish to say wat it is. cox i finally noe now. wat i suspect in the past is true.

wat u have done to me this time round, i'm v disappointed but one thing i can bear in mind is that.. i nv dui bu qi u even after we break. kevin told me this. i may be seen as the loser in reality but in the god world i'm the winner. cox i already done all my best but is the someone who do not know how to zhen xi.

sorry fion for scolding her why didn't she tell me eariler. i know she dun wanna me to feel even sad. but i was too shock too hear the news. that's why..sorry wor.. sistax always.

a story of lao shu and mao. one day lao shu told mao "i love you". mao shouted and tell lao shu to go away. lao shu then cryed and run away. who knows after tt mao also cry. lao shu and mao are not meant to be frenx even. cox of the past history. and the moral of the story is. there is a love call "give up". loving someone doesn't mean u have to be with her or him.. it's yours mean it's yours..

"my frenx keep telling me, that if u really love her, u got to set her free"

this was a lyric from "heaven knows". don't u think it's true.. er.. i finally come to the conclusion. I WILL LISTEN NOW..

bb.. sheepy.. it's time for me to go. cox there's someone who taking care of you le. hope he is someone who u long looking for..

2006-10-22T13:04:00.000+08:00

it's been 12 days since me and her break. all the fate ba.. even how much u wanted it to change, all is predestined le.. no one can change it.

as wat one will say, bu yao wei le yi ke su , fan xia zhen ge shen ning. so wat am i going to do when i already treat her as the shen ning instead of the tree..

many ppl say me stupid to think of her even now she is enjoying herself. but i jus can't stop thinking of it lorx.. i noe i'm stupid to do so lox. but can anyone put themselves in my shoe ne.. no one will noe the feeling unless they themselves put theirs in my shoe.

2006-10-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

wHy aM i stiLlInG ThInKiNg Of Her?

i thought i already promise my frenx not to think about her le ma.. she's enjoying herself now lea.. but why am i feeling sad sad all the while ne.. wat are the way to solve this problem? i really dunno..

this are some quote which says about my feeling now!

True love is blind, it sees with the heart, not with the eyes.

The worst kind of love is loving someone with all you have and not getting any in return

Broken hearts can be mended

Shattered tears can be dried

The true love can dissapear

All pictures can be hidden or burned

But what do you do, For the pain that never goes away

Was I stupid for trusting her when she said she loved me? Or am I stupid now, for loving her even after she hurt me?

It's amazing how someone can break your heart, yet you still love them with all the little pieces

Sometimes being strong just isn't an option

I smile to prevent the tears from falling down my face

I don't miss you, i miss the person i thought you were.

"love is a four letter word... just like hurt"

Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean?

The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you

Smiling has never hurt so much

The worst feeling isnt being alone or lonely.its being forgotten by someone you could never forget!!!

I changed so much for you and you were the only 1 who didnt notice anything changed

2006-10-19T07:43:00.000+08:00

last week de today, i have done the stupiest thing ever in my life.. in the beginning, i tell myself i must go and wait. sms/call is not sincere at all de.. only action will prove whether are u sincere or not. but now. i came to know a lot or thing. it's like a little a little of nail piercing though my heart..

u can enjoy urself now. but believe me. in the world there's retribution. how u left me was exactly the same of how i left iris.. 31 year old guy really love u de ma.. i nv meant to doubt his love for u.. but u urself be smart a bit.k? even though we are not together le and neither m i smses/call u le. but still couldn't bare it to see u get hurt lorx.. so.. take good care.

there are two guy to choose from .. but u choose him.. it may sound reasonable ba.. cox the decision will nv be made by other ppl de.. all is from u.. so, dun ever regret wat u have done. i can't get into my usual life is not becox i still love u but is becox i can't put down so fast of our memories.. memories are meant to be kept and lock.. but for u, maybe every guy to u is a key to access ur memories and let ur memories fly off jus like tt..

To enjoy urself with cars,money,hse at this age? er. u can ask my sis and even her frenx.. how they get cheated by 30++ year old guy.. u may say he is not tt kind of ppl.. yeah.. that's wat my sis told me when they were with them in the fers few week. but in the end, the answer will still be the same..how old u wanna marry? 18 or 19.. if like tt, maybe i got nth to say. but for ur career wise..u say u wanna get marry at 27,28.. how old will ur bf be le..40 or 41.. i won't stop u to be with him and i will nv do it. but jus wanna u to think. nv meant to ask u to come back to me too..

one last thing. any thing happen dun be to afraid to say it out. Fion will be there de. trust her..

*really nv meant to say ur bf. last but not least, remember wat u wan to save for ur marriage, dun becox of one single thought , spoilt ur whole life. remember it's been hard for me to cure ur emotion scar le wor.. dun commit it again.!*

2006-10-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

hahas.. nth much to sae le.. jus wish u will be more happy with him than me..

two word to added on.. GOOD LUCK!.

dun regret wat u had done jiu hao le..

2006-10-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

u have done the thing i hated the most in my life.. thankx fion for telling me.

in love, i can really sacrifice for her and love her so much that no other guy had ever done tt to u. but when i hate someone, i will nv in my life forgive u.! this is me.. dominic ho. will nv forgive wat u had done. if ever i forgive u, car! prepare to knock me down.

now then i realise that when i dun trust u sometime, i'm correct wor.. still dare angry last time.. wat a great actor.. dun be a air stewardess lea.. be a actor.. sure many ppl will fallen to ur trick.. lolx..

frenx.. QB frenx too.. prepare for the chaos in class.. dominic is back alive..

2006-10-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

fifth day le..

i still remember everynite i will tell u wat happen to me in sch or etc.. but now.. it's different le.. blogging is the only place i can share my daily life with le.

today actually sch start at 10pm.. but i meet doug at 7.30am.. hoping to see her. but no fate anymore le.. scare to see her but also got the tension to see her.. omg.. wat is this.. the memories of her walking away from me keep refreshing.. i scare this will happen again.. really scare le..

today, in ms quah lesson. kevin suddenly say " ai ya, must have eaten ai xin zhao chan from kris de la".. becox i didn't eat.. then that moment, i nearly going to cry.. then kevin then noe about the whole thing.. he then apologize.. tears nearly drop lea.. hai~~..

about 1pm, class dismiss le.. we then went to foodfair to slack.. still. i nv eat.. no apettite ba.. then kevin and i take mrt home.. on the way home, kevin console me alot.. thankx ar.. wat a great frenx to have.. kk.. gotten stop here.. be back tml..

2006-10-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

hope she read this

my love for u is still alive as b4.. really.. even how fion told me it's no use or wat.. i jus wanna tell u this that i will wait.. it's really impossible for me now to put down all our promise and memories.. it really hard.. everytime i recall back out memories, looking back at the photo we take, recall back back wat u had told me, i alway got this feeling.. a strange one which i had nv had.. it give me the motivation to wait for u. a strong one.

i dun dare to hope u will come back to me, but i will pray hard jus for this. cox i know, without u now in my life, i really can't live to e upmost of my life.. cox. as i told u b4, u had become part of my life , which i had nv told someone b4..

it was fate to bring us together in the beginning. but it was not fate who spilt us together. it was my fault.. my fault for repeating it so many time.

remember b4 u went to hong kong, my engagement with u. u sms me whether am i serious.. and i told u i am serious.. until now, i am still so serious..

i noe.. even if i had found someone. it won't be the same le. cox it's not u. it was u who given me so much of sweet memories. sometime in e past when i dun hold ur hand, i'm thinking how to hold it so that i won't lose it.. not becox i dun love u.. is becox i'm too afraid that i may lose u le.

someone told me this "how much do u think she love u". " is it true". i say true but it was b4.. and he told me that there's is still hope.. it is true.. i dunno..

i nv appreciate the change of u for me until the day u left me.

2006-10-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

third day le. i'm still thinking of our memories.

so much memoris for jus a short period of 2 mth and 6 days. and she can jus clearly say to me she had no more feeling for me le.. how am i going to respond to her.. treat it that she is lying to me.. i can't.. i treat her word , almost every word v seriously de.. i kept up to my promise to her. maybe is jus a small promise to her ba..

I'm not suppose to love you, I'm not suppose to care, I'm not suppose to live my life, wishing you were there, I'm not suppose to wonder, where you are or what you do, but I can't help it because I'm still in love with you.

I never knew what I had until the first day it wasn't there

2006-10-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

second posting of the day!

best wishes for her!

1st- hope she can found her true love asap.

2nd- hope she can found someone who love and care for her more than i do.

3rd- hope she won't get hurt anymore.

last but not least- must study hard for ur training k? it's ur dream. to be a air stewardess.. believe in yourself k? dun always say u are ugly. actually u are not k?

2006-10-13T11:52:00.000+08:00

EvEryThiNg hAd ChAnGeD. let me tell u a story . must read k.. a story of how we live instead of how we break.

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There was once a guy who is very easily hot-temper and his father came to know about it. one day, his father bought for his a huge wooden block. and many nail and a hammers for him. and his father said to him this ," if ever u felt angry, hit the nail with the hammer on this wooden block.".. and so the guy do so. everytime he gets angry, he will hit the nail on the wooden block.. and so after 2mth and 6days.. this wooden block was full of nail. NOT EVEN A SINGLE BIT of space for him to hit le.. but after 2 mth and 6days, his temper change le. and his father came to know about this AND told him to take out all the nail one by one .. and it took him 8hrs to take out. then this boy realise the wooden block was totally not same le.. it had left a lot of small hole.. this small hole will no longer be mended de le. his hand are hurt after all. bleeding!

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wooden block = the feeling/love that she had for me

hammer = refer to me

nail = the misunderstanding on her and the hurt i had gave her

8hrs = how long i waited for her at the airport jus to ask her to forgive me

hand are hurt = heart broken le

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in summarY, she had no more feeling for me even how much i trust her le.. no point to be with someone who don't love u anymore le rite.. yup. that's why i giving up. of course there will be some tension but i willingly letting her go now. becox she had forget everything we said le. the engagement , future planning abt how we going to live and where to stay, how many baby to have. all is like a dream le. so sad to heard tt.. when she say she had forget everything the moment, i was so disappointed with her.. kk.. End of our story le ba...

2006-10-05T09:55:00.000+08:00

hi all.. i'm going to genting from today nite till sunday nite wor.. will miss all my frenx de..

hope i'm able to enjoy myself there.. really hope so.. hope i'm able to slp well there.. i haven been sleeping well this few day until i a bit sick sick de.. but who knows.. not even her.. she jus know i'm sick .. but why i'm sick.. she dunno de... no one will ever know de..

k le.. to be back soon..

2006-10-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

missing u de hunnee!!! miss ur everything.. sob..

2006-10-02T11:56:00.000+08:00

hee.. this are some of the pic we took this few days.. enjoy.. :X

2006-10-02T09:47:00.000+08:00

29-09-10

we nearly broke up cox of something. hai~~ but in the end she came to my workplace and i was been touched by her again le.. my character is zhui yin xin ruan de lorz.. that's why sometime i may be hard in my words but actually i dun mean wat i say de..

After we he hao le, we went to eat dinner and right b4 we are ready to go home, we quarrel again. omg.. second time of the day... this time round i was in the fault ba, and i really thought that will be the over for us le.. but i still ask for forgiveness since it was my fault.. and ltr after we reach home then we he hao again.. hahas..

30-09-10

i was having my travel fair at expo.. when suddenly kris told me in the afternoon that she wanna take back her comic from wen hui whom i hate him lotsa.. since he was kris ex.. i shut kris mouth up by saying "it's over for us". she somemore still promise me that she won't meet him de lorz.. in the ltr part of afternoon, she msg me telling me not to leave her and she love me alot, then i realise something was wrong lorz.. she was drunk!!!!! omg.. i didn't even dare to drink behind her back but she did it.. sob.. i was very worried for her lorz.. as she was quite sensitive with it.. i dun care about my work animore lorz.. i jus run away "of course got to tell my manager" and find her immediately lorz... i take one stop from expo cox the cab there was limited, after i alight form one stop from expo, i quickly took a cab and all the way to kris hse.. i lied to her that i was waiting for her at her void deck but actually i was waiting outside her hse. she was blur and drunky look lorz.. then i asked her why u go and buy and drink. she answer me saying why can't she buy and drink.. out of the sudden i asked her who treated u the drink then i realised it's wen hui. my heart suddenly sank into the sea and almost dead le.. i was of course very sad and i walk away from her. she hold on to my leg lorz.. but i still dun care and walk away.. after that, lijune gave me wen hui no after i call her. i found out one more thing. wen hui even send her home lorz.. oh oh.. this time rd wat will i feel and do. i felt v disappointing. even my o level flunk i dun felt this much of disappointment lorz.. i keep walking away from her . walk and walk and she keep chasing me behind.. after about 15min, then we settled down and talk about it.. about wat we say i tink u all should noe.. i keep scolding out wat i felt lorz.. then about 1hr ltr i cooled down le then we he hao again.. hee..

1-10-06

We and one of her cousin went to the singapore dance theatre which is located at explanade. her auntie got her the ticket for a ballet dance performance..after that we went to marina square for some shopping and have our dinner and we ltr on take cab to bedok.. we chatted at the void deck for a while and after that we went to watson as she wanted to buy something for her hong kong training trip.

2-10-06

i didn't sleep well that nite lorz.. i dare not sleep as i was waiting to give her a morning call at 3am and waiting for her call b4 she take the plane. the only time that i can slp well was after 6.30am after she hang up the fone saying she was going to take the plane le.. so sad.. gonna miss her v much lorz.. suddenlly can't get to hear her voice. omg.. i think i write alot le.. gonna stop or else my reader will be angry with me..lolx...

2006-09-29T17:24:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HER TOO MUCH LE.. THAT'S WHY I LETTING HER GO.. I DUN WANNA HURT HER ANIMORE LE.. SORRI IF IT'S HURT NOW.. BUT I'M IT WILL BE MORE HURTFUL IF WE ARE STILL TOGETHER DE..

2006-09-29T16:15:00.000+08:00

dOm DoM iS dEaD le! bYe

2006-09-28T16:06:00.001+08:00

hee.. yesterday celebrated my dear dear birthday wor.. we went to pasta mania to have our dinner. b4 we have our dinner, we catch a movie called "haunted apartment". wow.. very nice wor.. must go watch k everyone.. hee.. after our dinner we went down to princess mac to meet fion and her frenz for a while then i send her home le.. hee..

2006-09-27T10:23:00.000+08:00

Birthday song for kris

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to dear dear

happy birthday to you~~~~~~~

dear dear.. today is ur birthday wor.. hee.. after i booked my test date for my driving, i will be on my way to find u at airport le.. opps.. luckilly i reminded myself to bring the present.. hahas.. almost forget wor..

muackx.. dear dear..18th year old le wor.. love u always!!!

2006-09-26T16:33:00.000+08:00

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2006-09-26T15:52:00.000+08:00

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How much is your blog worth?